I'm Amy, I'm Transfem, anyway... I don't know how to put it so I'll say this, just yesterday, I had some really bad problems, which led me to have another one of these breakdowns again, which I'm kinda speculating that I have dual personalities, I literally have problems that can involve me doing stuff as hurting my friends when I don't want to do that but I can't help it, threatening to delete my account, block others, changing or removing my PFP, as you can see right now I literally changed it to pitch black, which can indicate that I just went berserk, I also change my display name or remove it. I also don't listen to anybody when in this state, and I literally backlash to them when they try to help me when I'm also like this, I feel like I'm not in control of myself, and I worry that I may lose my friends eventually because of my problems, I haven't transitioned because of my parents, that plays a major role as to why, I'm literally stuck as a boy until I turn 18 which is in two years, and that sucks. I don't want to be doing this anymore, but I cannot help it... It scares me... I don't want my friends to turn against me...
#I've been having these problems for a while.
buoyant scarab
half nebula
I'm Amy, I'm Transfem, anyway... I don't know how to put it so I'll say this, ju...
do you go to a psycologist by any chance?
buoyant scarab
No. And I'm sure my mom won't let me.
half nebula
No. And I'm sure my mom won't let me.
Do you have someone you could talk to when you feel like you're not feeling good? (about this topic, obviusly)
humble finch
wow, this sucks and i feel your pain 🥺