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Hi, I'm Krystie, and I don't know what to do anymore. I am a 15 year old transgender woman. So, what happens basically is that everytime I live in a problematic family, they always fight, and they scream at me often without thinking in my feelings, I'm also very sensitive. Which makes me cry trying to sleep. I'm also often bullied in school for being ''fat'', trans and lesbian. I always cry for no reason so my classmates also bully me for that, I always cry before sleeping into a reminder what's happening in my life. (This all started with 10) When I was 10, I didn't care to actually have self-harm, but 1 yr ago at 14, I used to self cut, and try to suicide with my kitchen knife. 1 year ago, I snuck out of my bed at 5 AM, and grabbed a knife, before i could even kill myself, my sister appeared and helped me, so far my sister is the only person that understands me. I'm suprised that i still didn't try again, but I often cut myself with razors on purpose, I don't know what to do anymore. I often get strange feelings of trying to kill myself. Idk what to do anymore, but my school bullies tell me to kms as i'm ''worthless'' this all may look fake as everyone tells me that i'm faking trying to kms. I'm being diagnosed with tourettes and idk what to do anymore with my life.
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