Not sure where to go

[small dust]

so ive had alot of ideas of what i want to say but ill try to keep it short i feel as though im an observer i want to make friends but the friends i do make arnt their in a crisis i want to feel loved but those who did turned their backs and found a replacement ive spent this last month reminiscing and i just dont know where things went wrong and how to move forward

[wooden quiver]

I understand, I think people who aren’t there for you when you’re feeling bad aren’t very good friends. It takes time to cultivate them and I really do hope you will find people soon who value you!

[small dust]

i appreciate that i try to tell them that i was have a chaotic depressive time and well they just kinda left it at that and didnt really respond to me ive felt so alone and isolated frrom everything

i tried meeting new people but even that ended up hurting me