i don’t come in often.. college has definitely been hard for me, especially with finding a balance but… i’ve just been feeling very odd, in a way. i often feel like im not in control of my body or im just distant from my own body. i also often feel out of place which is another reason i don’t pop in often. i feel
like i make things awkward or uncomfortable. i’ve made a few friends in college but i’ve noticed ive distanced myself from them because i feel like i make things weird… i’ve been trying to be more social but i always back down from it because i don’t want to make anyone uncomfortable. i should pop in here more often but i never know when i should and i don’t wanna ruin the flow of the conversations but ill try more since i get out of college for summer break soon anyways but yea…
#mini rant.. ig
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balmy bluff
Hiya! On the first point I can only tell you to maybe look into dissociation, and if you have a professional, like a therapist, to please tell them about this. It might be stress related.
For the latter, I can 100% assure you, you’re not awkward (I’ve seen you speak a bunch here) and you’re in no way affecting the flow of the conversation, in fact you add to it. We’re always glad to have you around!
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i’ll definitely talk to a therapist about it when i find one, thank you