Hi, I don’t know where to start. I am mtf trans but I don’t know. I worry if I really am faking it. Or doing it for bad things like so many say I am. I don’t think so but what if it’s my subconscious. I hate myself. Why can’t I just be normal. I don’t even have a regular personality, I only like cars/planes. Everything else for the most part is made to make others like me more. How pathetic am I. I have to change myself to make others like me. What is the point of being myself if everyone hates me. Or how do I even know I am being my true self. I just want to belong.
#Gender Identity/Identity Crisis
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I can’t do this much longer, day in, day out. I feel like the void is eating me from the inside out. I don’t know how much longer I can take this