cerulean niche
I am tired. I can’t do this anymore. I just can’t see a future for myself. I am slipping. 5 days clean of sh and not nearly enough. There are so many signs to end it all. Water leaking in the house. Friends recovering from surgery thanks to me. I don’t want to hurt anyone else. I just want to get in my car.. for one last drive… turning the key, hearing the engine rumble. Speedometer getting faster, not slowing down till all is silent and gone…