I forgot the last Time I slept peacefully or ate properly, I literally don't know the goal of my life rn
#idk what to do
cold carbon
austere star
I feel you, iam a trans guy who is also from Asia and people here are weird, they're way too homophobic.
I can't imagine how difficult it must be there in a society where it's just Muslims.
I suggest therapy at the least, if therapy doesn't work then you should try talking to someone online who you trust.
And on top of that all those things.
I suggest you to not tell anyone else about yourself for your own safety.
If you truly want to express yourself and be safe and live freely I suggest studying till you get a job, and when you start earning money you can move to a safer country.
I wish I could give you more advice but iam in the same situation and I haven't found a perfect solution for it as well.
Doesn't matter who you are, Just be kind, respect everyone and live your life!
Parents are parents and will act like parents, They can tell you stuff to do but they can't force you to do something.
I know it's tough for you out there, I wish you the best!
I hope you can express yourself and live freely too!
kind plank