The love of my life is a woman but I am a woman
I can never be truely happy or satisfied
She is the best person I will ever meet and I don’t want to hurt her
But I also want to go to heavon
Living now is hell but maybe when I get to heaven it will all be worth it but I’m not going to go to heavon if I continue to be with her
I wish we could be happy together
I feel so fake like I’m stringing her along in a fake relationship but my love for her is real but I don’t know how long I can live so conflicted
My religion is about love, why do I love who I cannot
Help me
#Im so depressed
grizzled fox
rocky moth
First of all, I’m immensely sorry you have to deal with being so torn about it. I entirely understand that your religious views make you feel the way that you do as of current.
Please remember that love isn’t a feeling that you can influence and it definitely isn’t something that you need to reject, you will only hurt yourself. In the end, you’re human and humans have a capacity to feel the way that they do for a reason.
I wish you the best of luck.