Then I met her. Oh my god, i don't think I like her but I'll let yall decide how my feelings are. So, she's been in the school for 2yrs now, I haven't started to get to know her until a week ago and the time we had to work together on a project prior to that. She's a sophomore, I'm a junior/senior (I'm taking two years in one and she just turned 16 and I just turned 17.) She's so cool! She has brainrot like me and she's so awesome. I'm so glad she was chill with openly admitting she's a lesbian! Then since she was chill with it. I was nervous but I told her about me, I'm bi and Demisexual, I'm genderfluid and I have a different name then everyone knows about. Every time she texts me I feel like I'm walking on clouds, I get so giddy, so giggly, so happy. Nobody I ever texted to, especially guys I've had crushes on have given me that feeling. I've never dated a guy or a girl before and it feels so new. I always knew I was different and I liked women too. But oh my! She makes me feel like I'm in a dream. I don't think I like her romantically, even then it's too early to assume how I feel. I mean, I need to really know the person first before I make a choice. She's talked to me at least a couple of times and she brought up "HAHAHA maybe but I am already talking to a girl 👀." I don't know what that means?! I don't think it's about me but I'm hoping it's not because I feel like I'd mess up everything like I always do. But a little part of me wonders if it is and it would be exciting for her to be my first gf and everything. But we can't jump the gun, I'm getting to know her right now and I can't make that assumption. Right now I'm just riding the wave and riding the high rush I get when I talk to her. She's amazing and I tell her that she's cool and has over 9,000 aura. She gets flattered but she swears she's not that cool but I beg to differ. Btw I can't tell anyone bc were in a private Christian school and I'm a Pk. (Pastor kid)
#I'm a whole fruit basket (my story for yall and I'm confused about a girl! Help me!)
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