#tw self harm

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neon sparrow
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after i had lost my best razor i thought i would quick || cutting || for good, but no. i’m so addicted to doing it to the point where i’m literally crying over my lost razor (blade).

it’s just a pencil sharpener blade but i’m so into it, i asked my teacher for a pencil sharpener with no questions asked and got another so now i’m back into it. i never know if i want to stop or not anymore because it’s so hard to just not be doing that so often. it’s hard to stop. i don’t know what to do, i don’t know if i want help, i dont know if i want to stop. i know it’s wrong and not good for my health but i’m physically unable to hold myself back.

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quit** not quick

desert dust
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i know it’s really hard but it sounds like you could benefit from some mental health treatment at a facility of sorts. not saying you’re insane but this sounds like it’s been going on for a long time and it sounds like you need some professional guidance on how you can stop and what activities you can replace cutting with to entirely replace it with something that isn’t harmful to your health or get rid of the urge and the feeling of needing to do it altogether. i’ve been to places like this before, it’s not scary but they can really really help

neon sparrow
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i never know how anyone will react, whether it be good/helpful or bad

uncut furnace
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If they care, they should help you to get professional help

neon sparrow
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ik

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js idk

desert dust
# neon sparrow i’m scared of telling my parents how i feel though or just anyone in general ☹️

i would say for the most part you are worrying too much about that. i’m sure they would much prefer you to tell them how you’re feeling and what you’re doing as a result instead of one day where it might escalate and then you’re not here to be with them at all anymore. i’m not sure if you’ve ever had any attempts but i can assure you that that is every parent’s worst nightmare. i’ll never forget the way i heard my mom scream when a friend of mine at the time’s parents reached out to her and let her know what i said i was going to do and when she found me.

neon sparrow