Idk how to title this

[fleet heart]

I think I might have some form of attachment disorder... I think I can get way too obsessed with other people and it could explain a lot of things for me... I think I've had issues attaching to people too quickly and easily since I was at least 7, maybe 8. And I have a hard time, especially when people want to end a relationship, no matter what kind. It always ends up with me thinking the worst of myself or questioning what went wrong, even when I'm the one ending it, I keep having all these issues and Idk what to do about it. Maybe that's why I'm polyamorous but I always get anxious about the future of any and all of my relationships.

Especially when the future they wish to pursue doesn't match or align with the one I want (which honestly is a pretty loosely based one) or I feel the dynamic change

I feel like I should add that in some cases, I even bend my morales or willingness for some people. Like I'd do, agree, or ignore anything just to stay close to them

If they do or say something I don't like, I usually don't address it very clearly if at all

[bronze bison]

obviously i’m not helping but i really can relate to you if that makes you feel any better, im exactly how you explained. i hope things get better (if you consider this bad) for you