I have problems.

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Message author: @pyschiii (@limpid estuary)
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I can't breath, its like im in deep ocean, I can't cool my temperature, i get stressed over smallest things that doesn't line up with my expectations, I start having stress tantrums, like a ticking bomb, my days gets worse and worse, I've got a bad haircut, my sister forgot to get my clothes for where I stay, I keep getting responsibilities like going to get something by others even tho I don't have any suitable clothes, I'm stressed and I'm exhausted then ever, it's a never ending cycle that's eating me up, to the end, I feel like drowning in all this, whatever I do is never as I expect, nothing is like I want, there's nothing that makes me happy, it's hard. So hard, I keep hurting others, telling things I didn't ment, all the other lives eating me up, I only want something stable, maybe even an abusive dad, that would stable, he abuses all the Time. My dad? Its not stable, nothings stable, everything is too chaotic, everything changed too unstable, I can't breath in this ocean, I'm n

Aug 24, 2024, 12:36 PM

[limpid estuary]

Its a bit embarrassing

I can't breath, its like im in deep ocean, I can't cool my temperature, i get stressed over smallest things that doesn't line up with my expectations, I start having stress tantrums, like a ticking bomb.

My days gets worse and worse, I've got a bad haircut, my sister forgot to get my clothes for where I stay, I keep getting responsibilities like going to get something by others even tho I don't have any suitable clothes.

I'm stressed and I'm exhausted then ever, it's a never ending cycle that's eating me up, to the end, I feel like drowning in all this, whatever I do is never as I expect, nothing is like I want, there's nothing that makes me happy, it's hard. So hard, I keep hurting others, telling things I didn't ment, all the other lives eating me up, I only want something stable, maybe even an abusive dad, that would stable, he abuses all the Time.

My dad? Its not stable, nothings stable, everything is too chaotic, everything changed too unstable, I can't breath in this ocean, I'm in, what makes me human if my emotions keep being slowly fade, if I'm not, Who am I?