#feeling like i could crumble at any moment

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final hazel
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one of my best friends isnt talking to me rn no matter what i do/say. i would text their mom and check in on them but it feels like they just dont wanna hear from me or talk to me, so. i dont wanna make it worse ig.

honestly i just. dont have a lot of close-knit friends/people i can talk to and stuff. everyone seems to be busy when i feel i need to be around people. even my brother and cousin who live nearby.
its just really hard. i feel really lonely. idk what i did or what i can do to fix this or whatever. im just tired and sad

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ty

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lol i wish it worked that fast

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i wish it were easier to make friends irl

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well im not in school
the only place i go is work

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i dont really have like. a social place to meet people

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if i wanna make friends i have to actively search for events and hope i can find people that will enjoy my presence and ill enjoy theirs

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honestly when it comes to rl i only have one solid friend (the person not responding), my brother and my cousin

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and my brother and cousin are working their asses off so

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ah

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man. i shouldve checked in with my younger cousin and seen if he wouldve wanted to hang out today

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sorry to hear that

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like 200 / something?

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yeesh, i hope that gets sorted out

floral sorrel
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I'm sorry this happened to you, dude. I hope things get cleared up soon and you feel better soon

final hazel
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yea. im just not sure what to do rn

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the only thing i can think of to like make more friends is to suck it up and go back to college where ill be in a place with opportunities to meet people with my interests and whatnot

floral sorrel
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I would just give it some time, I'm sure he'll talk to you about it or whatever but maybe he just needs some space

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But I'm here for you

final hazel
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usually when they need space, they distance from everyone, not just a select few

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thank you

floral sorrel
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Ofc

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Idk, I'm just saying what I would think or do

final hazel
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yea, i just. this time is different than all the other times theyve gone silent. every other time theyd ditch discord entirely, so the only way i could get in contact with them would be through text or their mom

but theyre talking to a friend of mine

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which like. gives the impression i did something and theyre avoiding me

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which like has never happened in the 10-ish years we've been friends

floral sorrel
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I'm sorry, both of you

floral sorrel
final hazel
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yea i hope so too. theyre nonbinary btw, idk why you keep saying he

floral sorrel
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Oh, sorry

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My bad, I thought I read he

final hazel
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ah

floral sorrel
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Yeah, my mistake, I've also been multitasking with eating and watching the dinner movie

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Lol

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I have all pronouns except she/her

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Lol

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Oof

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I'm sorry, dude

storm adder
final hazel
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are you in texas

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what

storm adder
final hazel
final hazel
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lucky for me i dont wanna ||die or hurt myself|| im just really sad

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same

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i think im out of that luckily. i mean the thoughts still pop up, but. none of that helps or is worth it so why would i bother

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ill just sleep

floral sorrel
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Same

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Although I never tried for the ||die||

final hazel
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ive never actually attempted but it has crossed my mind a lot

floral sorrel
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Damn-

floral sorrel
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But it's crossed mine too, sometimes I nearly did try

final hazel
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unless things continue for the worse, im not gonna try that any time soon

floral sorrel
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Good. I really hope they don't

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Same

final hazel
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regarding the message i hope shes out of your life for good

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thank yall

floral sorrel
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Awesome

final hazel
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damn was she your age or even more of a freak

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yea thank christ shes in jail

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yea you cant say that kinda stuff in this server but you can allude to it

thats a fat yikes

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its alr