im like. really fucking tired. shit keeps happening and i feel like i cabt catch a break right now. first i had to go through someone probably ||dying||, and then i lose a friend, and like i tell my parents about losing a friend and they joke about it and it feels like they play it down like it doesnt fucking matter. i slept in and missed some calls from my dad, so he sends me a couple rants/lectures over text basically saying like its not ok and im basically a freeloader and i dont do anything for them. whatever. its not the first time he does that shit. its just poorly timed right now. like im sorry im such a sad, lazy kid. im sorry i dont do much around the house. im not hapoy about my life. if i could change how things are going i would. i dont wanna be a burden or a dissappintment. i dont mean to be like this, im just sad. and im tired. and i dont know what to do.
#im tired
west coral
dusty locust
your parents should really take into account how much you deal with stuff before they lecture you, hell they probably shouldn't lecture you at all. im sorry that you're going through all of this, i hope your parents understand how much they're mistreating you, you deserve better 💙
lavish acorn
I'm sick and tired of people not understanding me and being under social pressure. I cannot prove to anyone that I do not feel like I belong to this body. Everyone thinks I'm lying or joking. I don't have the strength to live any longer. I want to change gender, but it is not possible in this country. I cannot go to another country. LGBT institutions in my country are closing down one by one and I am becoming more and more alone with each passing day. These affect me very badly. Maybe I will be dead while you read this message. I hope so and I can get rid of these people. I love you all, especially you Austin <3.