#i feel fucking awful

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last raven
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I'm struggling so much with life right now and I really can't take it anymore. I was trying to hide my depression from my parents, but one of my teachers noticed me feeling down and contacted my parents about it. Now I got them screaming at my ass. My life is so fucking ruined. I don't have any friends, hobbies, and literally no one irl even cares about me at all. Maybe my parents at max, but i stopped giving a shit about them to be honest. I just fucking hate everything about me. I look fucking awful, I'm just a dick to everyone somehow and I have no fucking friends at all. My life is going downhill so fast. I'm literally doing absolutely nothing in my life besides rotting away behind my desk doing anything but studying for exams I got in a few days and my future is already fucked anyways. (TW: suicide) ||I really don't see any downsides to ending it. There's literally no one who'd miss me if I didnt say that I'm going to end it.|| i can't fucking do this anymore.

Also I finally got myself a appointment at the doctor in a few weeks for my mental health so I'll be five

I just wanted to yap a bit but not yap it to a void

worldly delta
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its not right for parents to yell at their child just because they feel upset, im sorry you're dealing with them.
but understand that only because that you're life has been going downhill at 16, it doesn't mean its your entire life that sucks, i felt very ||suicidal|| back in 2021, but where i am now, im doing better than i ever was in 2021, if you give it some time, don, your life could start getting much better than it is today, i know waiting can suck alot, but i have done many mistakes before all because i was impatient.
no matter what, donny, we're here for you, and we'll always be here to help you lift your spirit again. <3