God dammit ⚠tw: mention of sh⚠

[pliant viper]

God fucking dammit, I think I'm too worn out today. I was starting to sympathize with fucking songs and I think I'm starting to think down a dangerous road. ||I wanna rip all my hair off or bash my head against the wall til I pass out or some shit||

[vague aspen]

ive never felt that way before but i have had suicidal thoughts. let yourself rest and calm down before doing anything. even if it’s just laying in your bed or taking a nap, it helped a lot for me

[pliant viper]

I've also had su!c!d@l thoughts before. Sometimes I feel it's harder not to act on them than others. I definitely feel somewhat better now after having slept but I still feel rather jittery and somewhat still in the worse mental state