elfin brook
so these past 6 months i’ve just been struggling with life.
my grades have been going downhill (i’m failing 2 classes and borderline failing another) and i just feel like i’m not having any fun. usually, i would just play video games or watch something, but that hasn’t been working. i’ve just been feeling numb when i do these. my life feels out of my control and i feel like my life is just a roller coaster i can’t control. back to my grades.. i’ve been performing extremely well in school all my life, but this year i just feel exhausted and tired all the time. i know i’m capable of getting excellent grades, but i’m too stressed and exhausted to focus and achieve this. these are supposed to be the “good days” of my life, but they’re not. not anymore. i don’t know what has changed, but i’m not enjoying my life anymore.
compact mason