Everything feels weird and awful for some reason! I think I'm feeling some sort of sensory overload! Ever since I started getting any part of dinner ready like bacon, the temperature feels wrong wherever I go, nothing feels good to touch or touching me (not even air, the floor, my hair, or noise canceling headphones) and I can't stand any kind of noise, white noise included, that isn't my own music! WTF IS GOING ON WITH ME!? I don't remember feeling anything before it started!
#Aaaaagh
fast pond
Even my hand feels awful and I wanna hack it off! 😭
Now not even my music feels good...
I'm so confused and I hate everything rn!
fast pond
Better now
Still haven't been feeling the best
Things like touch and temperature are still off for me as well as I just got a worse wave of imposter syndrome
Imposter syndrome is when you feel like you're faking something even when you're not (and Ik I'm not but my stupid brain sometimes has me hesitant, family has not helped in these matters that I'm feeling it in)
midnight jetty
You should head to a hospital or something
fast pond
My parents and I have already been discussing seeing a mental doctor of sorts
midnight jetty
I hope you feel better soon.
fast pond
Thanks